I've wanted to write these last weeks, but to say I've been in a state of depression would probably be an understatement. I wonder if losing a sibling is comparable to losing an appendage. Sometimes you feel them there like a phantom limb then realize they're still gone. For the topper on the cake so... Continue Reading →
As I write I feel like I have ash in my mouth and sand in all my limbs. I think I took the longest shower I've ever taken and just cried as though the clouds opened and showered the world with my tears and my pain. August 31, 2021 we had to say goodbye to... Continue Reading →
I was walking our puppies today just reflecting. Rob is a constant presence on my mind. This made me think about how the little things in life that are the most precious. The first deliciously bitter sip of coffee in the morning, a cool breeze caressing your cheeks, that warm hug that makes you feel... Continue Reading →
Here we are in the doldrums of February and with them Brooks and I have been discussing mental health. Mental health is a taboo subject no matter how progressive we think we've become. Hopefully we can get to a point where we can express that maybe we're having a tough day. When people suffer from... Continue Reading →
Although I enjoy any reason whatsoever to celebrate (and I mean any reason-"oh, a full moon! I'll create a feast, lets celebrate!"), the new year is still another day. We typically put up the new calendar, flip to January and try to remember to jot down the right date. Well, this year does feel like... Continue Reading →
I've neglected to write anything for an excessively long time. This year pairing a global pandemic and an election year I didn't feel like I had anything spectacular or unique to add. I have however decided maybe I need the therapeutic journey of writing for my own mental health. I'd like to talk about how... Continue Reading →
Of all the paths you take in life, make sure a few of them are dirt."— John Muir. Keeping this one short and sweet. 2020 is sure to be one wild ride. I've been working at a local vet clinic until recently. It was a pretty great experience. I worked with some awesome people, but... Continue Reading →
I really debated for a few months about writing this entry thinking it may be more of a journal entry than anything. Instead of just a journal entry I've decided that I want to be the person that is not afraid of my own vulnerability. Maybe by sharing my personal story someone else can too... Continue Reading →
After enduring what felt like an endless winter that slowly festered into an equally long chilly spring Jessen moral was a bit on the low side. Brooks was out guiding fishermen through snow banks while I was busy scheming. At night I dreamed up several "fun" scenarios that finished out as we were all smiles... Continue Reading →
We are now kicking off our 2019 fishing season and I think it's time to share the rest of the story. What is it truly like to live in the guide world? Here is your behind the scenes take. When last we left off I was describing spring with it's trials and tribulations. Amongst the... Continue Reading →
Sytog North 